Happy New Year to all!! First entry in the new year..=)Hmm.. something cliche, shall make some new year resolutions...but before that will review thru yr 04..
Haha,will say yr 04 is a bit more exciting c/f yr 03, not as plain n smooth sailing.. think the different experiences this year had helped me grow more and increased my trust in God more..
Hmm... remembered had some prob with my parents ard water bap time .parents objected to me going to water bap .. then plus some late home coming issues etc..then was also like caught in a dilemma and was feeling quite down n filled with many negative thoughts..but thank God, for all the encouragement, prayers n ideas on hw to persuade my parents..ha they finally relented n i went for water bap (after missing two times.)n the amazing thing is my parents agreed to come as well wor..hee then first time sharing testimony to so many ppl.Learnt tt have to try different ways of communicating to parents,cos previously i'll be like i want means i want, then i find it hard to explain to them cos form a concept that they will not understand..then think this incident also increased my faith in God by 1 level..
Then b4 first paper,got scolded by parents again, forgot what is it about,just remembered during the 'arguement', all my fears, emotions, just burst out uncontrollably, then tt night was a night that i spent a long time with God, after quite some time of just rushing through qt becos of a lack of time.. felt refreshed and peaceful after that.. then , really experiencing tt God is the God of comfort..=)
Another event that i learnt alot from is the sowing process.. frm 1st pl to the onwards.. frm just superficial r/s to growing a burden 4 the person..it's a process tt comprised of sadness, fustration and happiness..learnt alot frm sf.. when co-sowing,her courage to spk God's words n her perseverance..in addition,was particularly impacted by a sharing session to a pl as well, cos tt time communicated God's words boldly to her(though think it was something not v good abt her) n she was like agreeing with it, i was like... woah.. thank God wor.. cos initially was contemplating whether to share a not for fear of 'damaging ' our r/s but God's assurance just helped me to say it out..then think grew closer after tt sharing..n trust in God just increased as well.
Then, have to thank God for my results as well, cos really did alot better than expected especially for stats..=)
Ya.. then there are a few regrets in 04, tt is haven grabbed a sheep yet.. then haven finish reading old t wor..hmm.. 'bible vocab' is also v limited..
haha though tt is the case, will look fwd to this new year to improve and develop myself further.. just like what dy shared in cg (Isa 43:18-19)ya..
For the new year..
1)will finish reading old t by January.. then remember more verses and when reading bible.. think have to spend more time meditating.. cos now i often just scan through the whole thing without understanding or thinking..oops..=P
2)to be able to becum a sheppy
3)to exercise more.. ha.. din keep to my schedule..
4)to improve/maintain my results in study
5)to build deeper r/s with my family n be a salt n light at home, to be able to share to them boldly..
Yup.. think tt's already quite a no. haha hope can keep to it..=)