Woah...haha finally got to access this space of mine.. It had been ages since I last blogged.. did not change into a new version of blogspot.. so can't publish the posts I had..well, those that I did not publish, just let them stay that way.. looking at the unpublished posts.. in a way.. journeyed what I went through for the past one year.. ups and downs.. looking back.. really glad that there's God's hand is always holding me and guiding me along the way to bring me to where I am now ...=)

I've graduated wor! 24th April 2007, my last paper.. haha this signifies a new phase of life too..

Since then...went to vietnam with Mich n Gx, moved on to adults ministry, 2 weeks le, started my job, haha for around 4 days .. got my final results in uni..

Hmm, currently still in the midst of accustomising myself to this new phase of life, be it in ministry, or workplace etc..

Ministry wise, think I really miss the uni ppl, esp ppl whom I've built up close r/s with thru serving tog or thru the journey in uni tog..nw feel really happy when i mt them hmm, nt v close to ppl in adults yet.. except ppl like jia, dy... bt do look fwd to serving more with bro and sis whom i do not knoe yet n to bld stronger r/s wif them, esp for my cg.. though some are familiar like edwin, kaili, robert, but din really serve with them b4.. then for mel is like the last time i served wif her was when anne still ard, tt's ages le.. hope to hav the same sense of closeness if not deeper than b4 wif mel..want to get to knoe zy, hy better too..cos dunno em at all.. =P

bt think there are certain challenges, in adults, most are wrking, so dun hav the luxury to just meet as n when , then sometimes aft wrk can be really tiring n e time avail for fellowship is only eve.. need more efforts.. to grow to take more initiative also even more i think comapred to uni.. then thru the 2 wks realised tt nw tt i am one of the younger ones ..in my cg..qt tempted to just be laid back n cruise along cos thinking qt new to the group..so let the people who are older spk first.. haha not good ya?! thank God for His reminder to me.. hav to cont to set an example..do wat is right in God's sight, to bld upon wat i've attained in the uni ministry n grow myself further nt to just slack n go downhill.. this is something which i am afraid of as i move on.. need to guard it... then some areas i want to grow in is boldness in spking God's truth, be it in wrkplace or ministry or even at home... to different ppl, be it young or old.. not to give excuses like think I'm qt inadequate, lack experience, young etc.. want to have a breakthru in bible reading as well.. to read a bible for all its' worth.. (like the first adult unit taught us hw to read the bible..it's really interesting..n realised there are so much that i missed out as i read the bible, need to expound deeper.. ) sometimes qt can be a bit rushed, have to slow down, pray and listen to God..pray against distractions too... laziness, tiredness.. etc etc..

At wrk , it's really quite exciting, think the ppl in my team are around the same age as me, some only started wrking a yr ago, one even fresh grad like me.. sup is quite nice n enc.. thank God for tt.. now still learning.. learnt qt a bit abt heart disease treatment n looking fwd to attachments where i can enter an operating theatre to c a surgeon perform bypass, c angioplasty, see a physiotherapist, pharmacist, dietician at wrk, think can learn alot frm each one of them.. nxt week, will start talking to patients soon..pray tt as i go along, will learn the ropes fast n to make an imapct in my wrkplace, collegues, supervisor.. patients.. =)

Oh ya, mentioned my results ya.. By God's grace, I got 2nd upper n did well for my fyp.. got A-.. it's really thank God..

Counting my blessings, just felt so loved by Him, everything that I've achieved , cannot be denied is really by His grace..Just this year alone..

1) for my FYP, how at the crunch time, managed to grow some tiny weeny crystals.. though cannot diffract, but for the duration of the project, think it really is not as bad as i tot, n the results confirmed tt..

2) For the job that I got as a case manager in NHG.. this job really drop from heaven.. going for interview half prepared, resume was done up hurriedly (as e interview clashing wif the busy period of fyp n deadlines..) Just felt comfortable talking to the interviewers..really dun think it's by my own capability...

Can not thank Him enuff!