At the point of typing this post has already completed 3 papers within 3 consecutive days.. feeling really tired.. haha wondering how come in the past in secondary school or JC, consecutive day exams, or even two papers on a single day exams seems to be the norm and no one complained or take much notice of it..or maybe it's me who don't take much notice of it.. and that time has more 'stamina' to keep studying..but in uni, with papers on consecutive days are like..'uh oh...' haha then if with 2 papers on the same day.. ha that will really be a 'nightmare'...=P
A review of the papers...more on the first one.. After first paper, immunology, set me into a mixture of feelings.. i dunno how to answer the short answers, then true-false qns also not very sure.. but while doing though i dunno how to do, what i felt is not fear.. but rather is more of that though i dunno how to do,but i want to attempt every qn to my best ability.. managed to at least write something for all short ans..but like what i told some people, it's really smoking.. i know that there's no substance inside..hmmm... felt relieved, at the same time uncertain after the paper..went to pray.. think in my heart wanted to trust God for His help but at the same time was thinking how can He help me.. it's a factual paper.. so either i have the facts or i don't and if i don't how can He help...then have to admit that studies and family are two things that have a stonghold in my life so, if anything happens within these two vicinity, qns will just start brewing..but think at that point, He just reminded me of a passage in e prayer and fasting guide, Acts 12 , the miraculous escape of Peter from jail..God reminded me to continue looking to Him even when things seem impossible from our point of view.. and to keep in mind that God can do the extraordinary while we continue to do the ordinary, to pray..No needs are too great for God.. decided to commit the paper to God. dunno how is He gonna help.. but instead of feeling hopeless about it, will want to put the hope in God and strive on for other papers..Matt21:22 22 : "And all things you ask in prayer, believing, you will receive." it's really Father, dept on you le =).Want to grow to look towards Him no matter what is the circumstance.. Then realised that it's important to have a peer to support u.. at least can point each other to look back onto God..Thank God for mich..
The pharmaco paper is better.. at least know what i'm writing though feel a bit insecure abt the essay qns but think hav some substance inside..Today's microbio paper , think have to thank God that it's 'doable'.. whew~!!Thank GOd for jia too,her concern and her room which helped to generate more time for my revision =)
Will press on for my last paper..physio!!
Trust In the Lord
Saturday, November 26, 2005
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